It has begun. I am really present to the sadness today, and so is Albie. Mama, I am really going to miss my friends, he says. I know, I know.
So many goodbyes, still saying goodbye. In 36 years, so many goodbyes.
The tears are flowing, there's no stopping them now. Just the other day I was praying for my heart to burst open with love, longing to feel that bliss.... I suppose tears are a great vehicle for that love. I am feeling the love. And it is beautiful. And it hurts.
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